Friday, January 11, 2008
* There... *
Today is my return demonstration for being the actual nurse in the delivery of the baby.I'm quite nervous because of what the others are saying about the comments and extreme guidance the professor is giving.
I do things quite slow but sure. Again, I might be pressured by Ma'am Joy (because she was my past professor in Health Care Laboratory I) because she wants the work done fast.
But I know I can do it. Pressure and time is the only enemy I have to fight.
The comments about our output for our Family Health Care Plan yesterday makes me feel quite disappointed. Our group got the highest grade for the Family Initial Database but I don't know about our Family Health Care Plan. There was so much we could have done about the output but there are some problems about our relationship as group members. Anyway, I don't want to talk about it.
Last night. What have I done aside from staying in SM after school. To think that Thursday was our 'hellday' because our classes started from 7:30 am to 7:00 pm then I and Frances headed to SM immediately. We went home past 8 or 9. I didn't notice the time.
We were like looking for Zagu substitute because it closed as soon as we got to their stall. Argh! So then when I arrived at home, I faced the computer and started pounding on my keyboard without even eating and stayed up until 12:30 am and decided to finally sleep.
4:19 am. My phone was ringing! At first I didn't know what was ringing if it was my smart/globe/sun and just picked the blinking one. It was Paolo. Yeah, he called so early that I felt my eyes crumble and open. So we talked about unusual things in our lives for 2 hours, 30 minutes. It was easier talking to him in the phone than in person because he's so makulit but always has the point. He hasn't called for ages okay? Ha ha. About the spelling of okay, I remember what he said about the spelling. Lol. Anyway, I didn't realize we've been FRIENDS for four years now. It's pretty amazing it lasted for that long. :)
8:30 am. Well, I'd better start doing my homework in Statistics. Ha Ha.
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
* Drifted... *
How hard is it to love someone?
...I don't know how to answer that question because I know...
I'm too scared to try.
I gave away many chances. I never even listened, never even gave an effort. And I never gave it a try..
Until it was too late...
I go on living like a fool. Not noticing what was around me. What was far important than my fears.
I should have given them a chance. I should have given myself a chance. But I never really tried.
So much have passed. How can I reminisce something that wasn't mine?
Till then, i'm still waiting... =[
I should have given them a chance. I should have given myself a chance. But I never really tried.
So much have passed. How can I reminisce something that wasn't mine?
Till then, i'm still waiting... =[