Tuesday, July 7, 2009
* Looking ahead *
"Commit to the Lord whatever you do and you will succeed..."- Proverbs 16:3
Sadly, a lot of people look ahead without committing their potentials and hope to their priorities and faith. As long as one is continually achieving a lot, faith is slowly forgotten.
For the past days, I have been thinking over a lot of things which include my plans for next year when I graduate and pass the board exam. (Must think positive haha!)
For the past days, I have been thinking over a lot of things which include my plans for next year when I graduate and pass the board exam. (Must think positive haha!)
Life would soon be different, and I couldn't imagine myself doing things independently. Yes I know I should be ready but everything takes time, especially for me who grew up with my parents and is still currently living with them. As much as possible, I want to rush things. I don't want to be left behind knowing that employment isn't just around the corner.
Sometimes I couldn't help but stare blankly and think of the possibilities. Of those possibilities, I daydream that I'm some kinda superhero, having the ability to stop time and become invisible and that would be enough. I'm a person who always focus on the future which is not a good thing because I let a lot of opportunities pass and regret later that I haven't grabbed it. Sigh, I'm trying to change that.
I've been receiving good scores at periodicals and evaluation from my instructors and even compliments from my friends. I don't know where I'm heading to but I'm pretty sure everything is good with me right now. My family is very supportive of me and although my asthma attacks are triggered again lately, I still go out with my friends and family. Believe me, being a couch potato will guarantee you sores.
We started Psychiatric Nursing as a separate subject and it really is fun. There are a lot of things I could quote from our previous lessons which can either be related or not to nursing such as.. "Why does the Philippines spend so much on military when the government can divert it for education and health..? Who are we protecting ourselves from? Are there Decepticons who will come and destroy the Earth?" and we did laugh hard at that. It's true though. Our country is lacking resources for what should be priorities especially now that a(h1n1) is already pandemic.
Anyway, lately has been really good for me and a lot of my friends. I haven't heard any bad news and it's really good. Well except for a while ago when SLU had to cancel classes because a case of a(h1n1) was found and they are not to have classes for 10 days.
I guess I'm falling in love again. And I'm avoiding it really. It would complicate a lot if I did entertain this feelings. Sigh. I'm looking forward again. But it's for the best..
I may not know what lies ahead but I will continually stay strong not only for myself but also for the people around me. Lord, I lift it all up to you...
I've been receiving good scores at periodicals and evaluation from my instructors and even compliments from my friends. I don't know where I'm heading to but I'm pretty sure everything is good with me right now. My family is very supportive of me and although my asthma attacks are triggered again lately, I still go out with my friends and family. Believe me, being a couch potato will guarantee you sores.
We started Psychiatric Nursing as a separate subject and it really is fun. There are a lot of things I could quote from our previous lessons which can either be related or not to nursing such as.. "Why does the Philippines spend so much on military when the government can divert it for education and health..? Who are we protecting ourselves from? Are there Decepticons who will come and destroy the Earth?" and we did laugh hard at that. It's true though. Our country is lacking resources for what should be priorities especially now that a(h1n1) is already pandemic.
Anyway, lately has been really good for me and a lot of my friends. I haven't heard any bad news and it's really good. Well except for a while ago when SLU had to cancel classes because a case of a(h1n1) was found and they are not to have classes for 10 days.
I guess I'm falling in love again. And I'm avoiding it really. It would complicate a lot if I did entertain this feelings. Sigh. I'm looking forward again. But it's for the best..
I may not know what lies ahead but I will continually stay strong not only for myself but also for the people around me. Lord, I lift it all up to you...
