Tuesday, May 6, 2008
* Goodbye.. *
Last night, I made a big decision. I don't know if I made it out of desperation or what, I just decided to cut all my communication medium with Him. It's useless anyway, even though we've been friends for four years, friends do not ignore each other. He could've told me to bug off rather than keeping quiet for a long time.I was trying to reach him the whole Sunday afternoon until he finally answered his phone. And when he did, he just kept quiet while I kept on blabbering his name asking him to talk. Until I've had enough and sent him a text message saying you know, I'm mad and all. I'm expecting him to reply but unfortunately, he didn't.
Like what Lime said last night, "the first to show affection will always be the one to be dragged around" and "you should not show your weakness to him cos he could take advantage of it". Of all the people I've asked, it's Lime who made sense. When I asked for a suggestion of what to do about it, he told me that it is I who should decide, that I shouldn't let others decide for me. Okay, so he was really an expert with this things.
So I've made my decision, I'm cutting all of my communication mediums with Him.
I don't have to carry this burden every now and then, I get it. We've all got our lives to bother with. This is the only way to move on.
"There are two options why he kept quiet, he may be speechless because of some situations that are stopping him from saying so OR he doesn't really care anymore Gem.. After you made those calls, if he really is your friend, why wouldn't he even bother? And remember, one call is ENOUGH. Twice is already too much.." - Toni (Lime)
